sing the blues

soph moved back to sweden this month, it was a horrible day.
we spent the day together had a long chat and said our goodbyes. it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do. just to see her leave and to have no power over it.
i would have done anything in the world to make her stay or for her to say "come with me"
but she didn't.
my heart is still broken in half

still devastated

i know nobody ever reads my blog so this blog goes out to myself,
i was a happy man when soph was around, now i'm not.
lucky i have really good friends and family around me and of course my skateboard. every other thought is about soph, my true love that slipped through my fingers. everyone keeps telling me to move on but i'd rather move back to when everything was chushdy. when we lived in sweden, those were great times that i will never forget, i am starting to forget how it felt to wake up actually feeling good, wanting to get out and tackle the day.
elephants are like humans, they never forget. we never forget! thats pretty deep blue sea.
I wish i had done more to keep her around, she obviously wasn't living the dream like i was.
till next time,
Tony

GUTTED

DEVOED!!!